Thought Pile

  1. I got my ass handed to me yesterday, and though I said I wouldn’t beg or plead, that is precisely what I’m doing. He’s wrong more often than I am, but I’m the worst at handling things when I’m angry. I kick, scream, punch, bite, stab. I don’t stop until I draw blood…this has to stop.
  2. I am spoiled. I am a hypocrite. I used to be an AWESOME girlfriend. An incredible partner. Marriage material. Sometimes I still am, but other times I’m like the football player that had a career ending injury. I try to breeze by off of my previous achievements, while being a total dickhead. This week I’m climbing down from my pedestal.
  3. “Kneel at the feet of the choices you make.” This Massive Attack quote spoke to me. As does everything when you’re fucking up, lol.
  4. Dd and Arrias KILLED Friday night. Yes, they opened for Erykah Badu…but they did NOT conduct themselves like an “opening act”. Proud of them.  A.Dd+ Hoe!!!!!
  5. I think I’m going back to Dallas, at least for a few months. Hopefully longer though. I decided that before I can truly move elsewhere, whether with my job or “Because I can.”, I need to first tie up loose ends and conquer Dallas. If that means giving love a chance and keeping my apt? Cool. If it means I need a bigger place…awesome. If it means selling all my furniture and heading to San Diego? Fine. But either way, it starts with this trip back.
  6. It is past my bedtime, and the t-shirt I’m snuggled up with smells like someone who be smokin’ them squares. -__-

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