- I got my ass handed to me yesterday, and though I said I wouldn’t beg or plead, that is precisely what I’m doing. He’s wrong more often than I am, but I’m the worst at handling things when I’m angry. I kick, scream, punch, bite, stab. I don’t stop until I draw blood…this has to stop.
- I am spoiled. I am a hypocrite. I used to be an AWESOME girlfriend. An incredible partner. Marriage material. Sometimes I still am, but other times I’m like the football player that had a career ending injury. I try to breeze by off of my previous achievements, while being a total dickhead. This week I’m climbing down from my pedestal.
- “Kneel at the feet of the choices you make.” This Massive Attack quote spoke to me. As does everything when you’re fucking up, lol.
- Dd and Arrias KILLED Friday night. Yes, they opened for Erykah Badu…but they did NOT conduct themselves like an “opening act”. Proud of them. A.Dd+ Hoe!!!!!
- I think I’m going back to Dallas, at least for a few months. Hopefully longer though. I decided that before I can truly move elsewhere, whether with my job or “Because I can.”, I need to first tie up loose ends and conquer Dallas. If that means giving love a chance and keeping my apt? Cool. If it means I need a bigger place…awesome. If it means selling all my furniture and heading to San Diego? Fine. But either way, it starts with this trip back.
- It is past my bedtime, and the t-shirt I’m snuggled up with smells like someone who be smokin’ them squares. -__-
Extremely proud.